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Saturday, November 29th, 2003
5:16 pm
we had a very nice thanksgiving. terry picked the kids and juan up at 11, i worked 'till about1:30. when i got to her house there was alot of family there. i spent almost my whole time in the kitchen with the other women talking. i loved that. the kids ran around with there cousins and juan hung out with his brother, uncle, and step-dad in the back playing video games. when we got home the kids stunk so bad, they really played hard. = ) i gave the boys a bubble bath which they loved.
i went to greenbacks last week and bought a bunch of stuff for christmas. the boys and i went while patience was at a birthday party. oh wait, i think i wrote about this already.
i have 82 christmas cards!!!!!
i went out last night with some friends. it was alot of fun. although shavonie didn't come after all. = (
this week juan and i are probably going to go see reloaded. we also might go to funtastics and play in the batting cages. i am looking forward to this. maybe we can sneak in dinner too. my mom is staying with us for a couple days so we are taking full advantage. ; )
my kids are so cute!
juanitos latest: "why didn't the turkey cross the road? 'cuz it was DEAD! what's up with that?"
vicnetes latest: "whatever" and shrugging his shoulders
patience and i went to run errands together friday. i like getting to spend time alone with her to do girly things. we stopped by target, got my haircut, went to the nail salon, and ran into my work. she was suppose to get her hair cut too, but backed out at the last minute. i didn't want to make an issue out of it. we went to juans aunts salon. it was a little out of the way, but it was nice to visit with her.
juans granny has alzhiemers. poor thing. she is going down sooo fast. back in april she forgot we had three kids and now i don't think she knows who we are at all. what a sad sad disease.

current mood: tired
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Monday, November 24th, 2003
8:15 pm - as requested, i'm back = )
i have been very busy lately. we had a bad cold go round our house twice so you can imagine all the stuff i was doing. i felt it coming on me this week, but i've been pounding echinasia and vitamin c left and right. there was no way i could get sick this week and i told myself so and it's working.
i saw the movie good girl the other night. kinda' reminded me of someone i know.
works been busy of course. then 2 days ago we found out that the division president was to come down today. so juan and i have been racking up the overtime. he has 62 hours thus far and myself 45. crazy huh? mines not bad but he is WASTED!
speaking of wasted i should make myself a drink. hold up. mmmmm brandy and egg nog, gotta' love the holidays.
so the kicker was that the president didn't even show up. they say he "might" be down tomorrow. i highly doubt it. but the store looks beautiful just the same. i spent over an hour today talking to Customers and snapped 3 rolls of film of the store while i was walking around. that was fun.
patience has cheerleading tomorrow, but is going to miss it 'cuz i can't take her. i wonder if my mom will? anyways, she has been to 2/5 or 6 practices. not good. well, at least it only cost $40. or was it $20?
the kids have been bringing home the cutest thanksgiving decorations from school. we have them displayed in the dining room and kitchen.
this friday i am going out with my friends. i am soooo excited. and then next week juan and i are going on a date!
i want to wear my new shoes friday, but i know my feet will KILL me by the end of the night. they are half boots with a slightly pointed toe and almost stiletto type heels. very trendy and muy cute! but alas dancing in those? i know better. so i shall just wear some other heels. i love heels. i hate to wear anything else.
i went through my shoes the other day and threw a bunch away. there are some that i haven't worn in forever, don't plan on wearing again, but couldn't part with. what's with us girls? anyone feel me on this? i'm the same way with purses. i have a whole suitcase of them.
when i go out friday i know shavonie will bitch at me for my high heels. she is like 5ft. tall and doesn't understand why i insit on always wearing heels. i am 5' 6".
this brandy is making me tired. goodnight.

current mood: tired
catch a falling star...
Thursday, November 13th, 2003
9:36 pm
"In the realm of ideas everything depends on enthusiasm; in the real world, all rests on perseverance."

smirk*you know who this makes me think of?? my old boss.*smirk
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Wednesday, November 12th, 2003
9:19 pm
i ate a little more today than i had wanted too, but i was still really good. i wish i could just be happy with myself. the way i am right now my husband likes the best. he wants me to stay this way really bad. i'm not a fat ass by any means. just obssesed. it's true. i started to cry when he talked to me about it yesterday. that could be 'cuz i was super emotional too, 'cuz you know. i tell myself that i am fine the way i am.... but i'm not deep down. i even pigged out on halloween candy last week then made myself throw up. rolls eys* i know i'm pretty and i get hit on alot. i don't know why i can't see myself the way others do.

current mood: contemplative
8:01 pm
YES! the 2 hour event of the bachelor is coming on! i went to my girlfriends step-aughters birthday. i was bored, but the kis ha a blast so that's all that matters. they ha an awesome birthday cake. whip cream topping, chocolate cake, an fudge filling. i am very proud to say i ha not one little bite. = \ it sucked. ha ha ha. oh, oh it's on.........

current mood: ecstatic
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1:10 pm
my hubbie bought me femine products for the first time EVER today!!!! i wonder what that means? he even had to buy them from a male employee of mine. i never thought it was a big deal, but he always did. why the change? he evn bought me midol. i have never used it before. the first 2 days are always the worst for me. i feel like crawling into a little bawl and most of the time do. i took the pills. they take the edge off, but that's it. i guess that's better than nothing. thank god i am off today. i hate it when i feel like doubling over from pain and i have to stand there and smile like nothing is wrong.
it's rainy here and i love it. juanito was so cute this morning. it was just sprinkling, but he had his new, green, duck umbrella i bought him out. he is an extremly handsome little boy.
i wonder where pryncesava has been?
i have to get ready in a bit. we are going to my moms, target, and then a birthday party. i told patience that she could go if she remained calm. she stayed home sick today just as a precautionary measure. when the kids are sick i let them stay home one extra day after they start to feel better just to make sure they get enough rest before going back to school.
i feel like i have more energy todayeven though i am kinda' hurtin'. i've been productive so far.
we got a new couch. my mom owed me money, but since she is moving she offered it to us instead. it's an ethan allen hide a bed. it's gorgeous. and she gave me a chair too. i love them both. they toatlly go with my entertainment center. the only thing is it's not as comforatble as our old couch at all!
all for now.

current mood: sore
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Tuesday, November 11th, 2003
5:37 pm - yes i am hee hee
joey, you're a Movie Star!

You know you won't let people down unnecessarily. You are sure of yourself, and you project an unusually positive self -image to others, which will lead to your successes in life.

current mood: blah
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Sunday, November 9th, 2003
8:43 pm - personality quiz
joey, you're a Movie Star!

You're a bright ray of sunshine who secretly wonders why you're not famous yet. Chances are you don't get annoyed with people very easily, and you can handle stressful situations with grace. As if all that weren't enough, you're friendly, charming, and great with people.

We know that you like making your work environment cozy and hospitable? We know you spend a lot of time on your appearance? You never shy away from asserting your ideas and opinions, and encourage others to do the same?

that is all so true.

current mood: cold
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8:31 pm - friends, plz. do this too

WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE BOARD GAME? monopoly at the moment



LEAST FAVORITE SMELL? as of lately juanitos farts, i don't know what that kid has been eating!




HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE? as many as it takes for me to get to it





WHAT TYPE WAS YOUR FIRST CAR? 80 something nissan sentra








FAVORITE MOVIES? terms of endearment




FAVORITE SPORT(S) TO WATCH? sports? yuck! none

WHAT IS YOUR SINGLE BIGGEST FEAR? my kids not turning out ok

FAVORITE TV SHOWS? 24 & the bachelor




THE BEST PLACES YOU HAVE EVER BEEN? the fantasies in my head


current mood: cold
2 stars| catch a falling star...
7:56 pm - i like this
People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered,
Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish ulterior motives,
Be kind anyway.
If you are successful you will win some false friends, and some true enemies,
Succeed anyway.
If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you,
Be frank and honest anyway.
What you spend years building someone could destroy overnight,
Build anyway.
If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous,
Be happy anyway.
The good you do today people will often forget tomorrow,
Do good anyway.
Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough,
Give the world the best you've got anyway.
You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God,
It was never between you and them anyway.

By Mother Theresa

current mood: cold
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Monday, November 3rd, 2003
7:17 pm
so the boys have just calmed down after throwing fits for a good 15 minutes. juanito was being really naughty over what i don't remember so i turned his tv off and told him to go to sleep. their bed time is 8, but they usually lay down at 7 and by 8 i go in to turn their tv off and they are both asleep. so he throws a tantrum and then vicente gets upset. i told him i was sorry, but his brother ruined it for the both of them. so then he starts to throw a fit. now vicente is sitting in the entry to the bathroom. he says he had to go potty. ?

tomorrow is going to be a busy day: get the kids off to school, go grocery shopping, go to bank, put groceries away, get juanito, make lunch, get nails done, get patience, do homework, cheerleading practice, target, make dinner, baths, clean house, kids to bed. but my reward will be 24!!!!!

juan and i are going to go out wednesday. = )

have i said before, i looooovvvee target.

i love how cold it's getting here. finally. i love winter. = )

i am getting too fat. time to be good again..... starting tomorrow.
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Friday, October 31st, 2003
8:11 pm
god i have been sooo horny lately. i even snuck away in the bedroom this morning to get a lil'. and don't think i won't wake juan up early for work so i can get a lil' more.

last night i went out with a friend of mine and a work friend. it was so much fun. we went to the wildcat house (where i had never been before). there was hardly anyone there. i told juan that was cool 'cuz i was the prettiest one there and it was all about me. vain? si. anyways, there was like noone on the dance floor so me and clint tore it up. everyone was watching and i loved it. at one point we were dancing hella' provacatively to a slow song and his boyfriend (who was workin there) says into a mic "it's the grind from mtv!" it was so funny. we acted out the "hey ya" video and lots more. there was this chic who came up to clint and asked if he worked for abs in oro valley. he said yes and i said "oh you shop there? that means we have to go dance." so it was just the two of us dancing together on the dance floor. it was funny. we left there after a bit and headed for ibt's. we had fun there too. at one point this guy was hitttin' on our work friend. he got really uncomfortable and clint told him to leave. but drunk ass me had no idea what was going on and i invite him to stay with us. i told him i was married to the one he was hittin' on and a whole bunch of other stuff. clint finally asked us to go dance. the guy says "i don't know how to dance." and clint said "that's ok 'cuz you're not invited anyways." i lost track of time and came home at 3am. juan was not to pleased, but we worked it out.

juan, clint, and i are all going out this wednesday. clint's so sweet. he asked if we were going to curves and i said "well maybe, but i know you don't like to go there." he said "i don't care, as long as i get to hang out with you and juan." awwwwwww. i really like him. we have so much fun together. = )

i took the kiddies out trick or treating tonight with shavonie and her son. we had fun talking to each other while the kids ran around. freakin' vicente. all week he wears his costume then when the actual day comes he refuses to wear it. = ) shrugs shoulders. so he went out in his regular clothes. the kids got a ton of candy. i bought ALOT too and have had all of 3 trick or treaters. oh well. that weird kid that juan doesn't like came with us. he was standing outside with his dad and just took off with us. his dad had no idea where he was going or who we were, but didn't seem to concerned about it. i wanted to introduce myself to his dad. i wanted to be like "hi, i'm johanna... you know the mom of the kids your son hangs out with all the time. the one that has your son in her house for hours on end." i just don't get why he doesn't check up on him. i am a complete stranger to them. anyways, he was on the phone so i couldn't. at the end of our trick or treating herecio was STILL with us. he came in my house and i said "we're done trick or treating honey. why don't you follow manny (a dad in our apartments trick or treating with his son) and go home." i called out to manny that herecio was going with him and he was all "ooookkkkk" in that uncertain tone, like why is he coming with us, where is his dad? the other day he followed patience home from school. i told him he needed to go home, drop his back pack off, and tell his family where he would be. the parents don't even know which apartment we live in. another thing is we watch pg13 movies. this little boy is in 1st grade and i don't now if his parents will let him watch them, but we let our kids so if a movies on when he's over i'm like oh well. his parents probably wouldn't care 'cuz they don't even care where he is.

current mood: excited
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Wednesday, October 29th, 2003
2:12 pm
i'm goin' ooouuuttt, i'm goin' ooouuuttt. wohoo!

yesterday i had a dr.'s appointment just to establish myself with my new dr. during the visit he raised his vioce at my son. and my son cried. needless to say i canceled juans appointment and we will not be going back there.

juan and i have had two days of unbelievably good s-e-x!!!!!!!

current mood: excited
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Tuesday, October 28th, 2003
8:41 am - todays plan
6:24 am get up
get the boys up and dressed
wake patience up
start to make breakfast
try and wake patience up again
finish breakfast and getting self dressed
threaten patince to get up
help boys with shoes
make patience take a shower
sit boys down at table
tell patience to get in shower again
tell boys to eat
get patience out of shower
tell her to get dressed
ask boys to eat again
juanito gets in trouble and is sent to room
talk to heets
tell patience to get dressed again
tell hito to eat
make patience breakfast
brush teeth with kids
go through 4 loads of laundry looking for jackets
get their jackets and back packs on
7:20 am head for busstop

9 am go to store
11 am get juantio from busstop
12 am pick patience up from school
1 pm dr.s appointment
3 pm cheerleading
4 pm homework and make dinner
5 pm dinner
5:30 pm clean up
6 pm baths
7 pm reading with heets and patinece
8 pm tuck kids in
8:01 pm 24!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and laundry

current mood: calm
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8:05 am
the kids are totally making out this halloween. last saturday my mom took them to my store in there costumes. we had an early halloween bash. they trick or treated in each department, got their pictures taken, and won an aligator toy. then sunday night juan and i took them to the zoo. they had trick or treating there too. the whole place was done up and was pretty cool for the kiddies. after that we went to mcdonalds for a late dinner. then on friday i am taking a half day. when i get home we are heading for the clubhouse where they are having a little party. after that we will go trick or treating around here. = )
i love this time of year!
i still don't know what to be for halloween. i have to get my costume today or tomorrow at the latest.
juan had another treatment yesterday. the dr. doin it took a before and after picture. we didn't realize, but there is a major difference. his next appointment is in december.
speaking of dec. i am dieing to go christmas shopping. i want to go to greenbacks. my sister and i used to go together every year. anyone want to go with me? = (
her hat dog business has taken off. she told me they are now making almost 3 times what she made as a cashier after supplies. that is so great for her. i think i am going to have the sex talk with my daughter. i will only get as detailed as she can handle and needs to know right now, but i am going to do it. when i was 8 (in 3rd grade) i learned all about it from my classmates. my daughter is 7 and i asked her last night f kids talk about sex and she said no, but i am afriad she is going to learn from them and not me. i mean times have changed. i was her age 20 years ago. i know i am young, but think how much the world has changed in that amount of time. she says she doesn't know what sex is, but i think she has a pretty good idea. i am also going to start to talk to her about drugs.
poor juan, he's not home from work yet. i am waiting with vicente for him to get home so we can go grocery shopping. if he's not home yet that means he got ot, which means he worked hella' hard, which means he sweat even more than normal into his open wound on his hea from the tattoo removal. ouch!
the flowers my employees got me are still beautiful. = )
i confronted one of the managers yesterday about yelling at one of my workers. a worker who is 16! she denied the whole thing, but she was acting funny. so i pushed a little more and caught her. you know, if you have an issue come to me, the department manager. where do people get off abusing there authority with a kid? for gods sake she's only 16 and just doing what i wanted. *rolls eyes*
i have gained some weight. my ass is nice and round and my tetas are big and juicy. that's all great! but it's what comes along with it that i don't like. i am going to get on my exercise kick again, but not going to go crazy with the food thing. i have been getting hit on alot more lately. i think it's the ass. ; )

current mood: calm
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Monday, October 27th, 2003
2:04 pm
i am excited. i am going out with some friends wednesday night.
i am nervous. i am nervous to tell juan. i don't know why?! it's stupid. it's not like he is going to get mad or tell me not to go.

current mood: complacent
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Saturday, October 25th, 2003
8:28 pm
i have alot to say, but i am tired so until another time lj.

current mood: tired
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Tuesday, October 21st, 2003
6:15 pm - kids
i love it when vicente points to his forhead and wants me to kiss it.
i love it when i lie down with him in his little bed to stop the crying.
i love it when he says "i lub you!"

it's funny that patience calls me "woman"
it's cute how she draws all these pictures and puts them on her bedroom door.
it love it when it's just the two of us laying in the dark, late at night, and we talk about boys.

i love how proud juanito is of his drawings.
i love that he always draws the two of us together.
i love that he puts them up for display on our fridge.

this year for halloween juantio is spiderman and vicente is the green goblin. we haven't found patiences yet. the two of us are going to target tomorrow to look for her.

current mood: happy
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6:08 pm - work
i have 2 people out in ca. helping our company with the stores that are on strike. now the safeways and frys here are quite possibly (i'm 90% sure) going to strike. in the sunday paper frys and safeway took out a full page joint ad that they are now taking applications for temporary workers to work in case of a strike. we won't strike because we are non-union here. we have already seen a jump in business from the pending strike. and some from frys own employees right across the street. they say they won't shop their because they don't want the company to get their money. i am totally stressed out 'cuz i don't have enough employees to handle the jump in business. but at the same time am way excited for the jump in business. what's worse is the waiting. i hate not knowing what will happen. but what's worse is i hate not having things under my control.

current mood: anxious
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5:32 pm
it's official we are all sick.
get up and get patience ready for school
get boys taken care of
get self ready for work
walk patience to busstop
wait for bus
leave for work
arrive home
get kids ready
head to pediatrician
get to pediatricians
do patiences homework with her
finally get in room
leave pediatrician
outcome - 1 kid with strep, other 2 sick w/ possible strep to follow
drive through mcdonalds for dinner
arrive at urgent care
juan acts funny (explain later)
juan and i seen
lying to dr. (explain later)
at albertsons dropping off 3 perscriptions
dealing with rude pharmacist (not my store)
get home
get kids ready for bed
give everyone medicine
tucks kids in bed
call cheerleading
straighten up
9 something, close to 10
go to bed exhausted

juan acts funny
when we were in the waiting room at urgent care there was this guy todd. he had to be about 40, hella' dorky, and talking really loudly on the phone. i heard him tell someone that he was waiting to be seen 'cuz he has blood in his stool. yeah, yuck! so i tell juan. he's really sick and his ears are a bit clogged so he doesn't realize how loud he's talking. this guy get's called in and as he's walking past us juan says (in his deep, sick barry white voice) "there goes todd, the guy with blood in his stool!"
lol lol lol

lying to dr.
i am prone to getting strep throat. i just had it 2 1/2 weeks ago. when i heard that juanito had it, the other two might get it, and juan and i are both sick (mainly juan) i freaked out. so when i saw the dr. i told her that everyone in my house was diagnosed with strep so that she would give me a perscription.
hee hee hee

current mood: tired
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